Hey there!
I guess it's the right time to make the second post here. Last week I met my friend. He said that I had changed a lot since we had met last time, my jokes had become different, the way I touched my hair and so on. May be he was quote right. Since that trip in the beginning of June I really feel like falling into serious relations, I need all that stuff like responsibility, intimacy, regular sex and so on. The problem is in my current relations I've got nothing of listed below. And I really don't know what to do in existing situation. I guess the wisest way is to go on dating with my M and keep on looking for brand new BF. But it seems really impossible for me.